this week is a curse -- sort of,(sigh). i have to admmit that my job performance has been very bad, i wish my loads will lighten, but i doubt. im starting to hate things right now, starting to hate myself cause of poor work, things are scaring me. hay...i guess im just taking things too much, i hope things are more simple...i hope im better...
so negative of me...:(
Friday, September 02, 2005
Monday, August 22, 2005
Time Remaining 000:16
[one hour surfing at the computer cafe-08/20/2005]
ive got 16 minutes more before this computer shut down. im trying to finish this blog before the clock beeps 000:00. i just hope i can make it. but with too much ideas running in my head, i dont know if i can encapsulate everything with the given time i have...im in a hurry![computer shutdown]
[continued at the office]
i just realize now, how i rush things around me, and how i direct my life...trying to outrun everything, keeping a step ahead or more but then it was a mistake, cause the more i keep my pace ahead, the more i see myself stagnant. I guess I have to take a few moments and reflect on to the things that have been going around for sometime. I need to have an unambiguous point of direction. Instead of rushing things out,i have to take things one at a time, this time 'slowly but surely'.
"Everyone's always in such a rush, but there are myriad benefits to learning how to be still. " - YH
The time has beep 000:00 and its about time, but now i don't have to worry anymore, i might not have finished everything at a desired time but in every second spend, I have the taste of self fulfillment... and -----------------------------------[computer shut down]
ive got 16 minutes more before this computer shut down. im trying to finish this blog before the clock beeps 000:00. i just hope i can make it. but with too much ideas running in my head, i dont know if i can encapsulate everything with the given time i have...im in a hurry![computer shutdown]
[continued at the office]
i just realize now, how i rush things around me, and how i direct my life...trying to outrun everything, keeping a step ahead or more but then it was a mistake, cause the more i keep my pace ahead, the more i see myself stagnant. I guess I have to take a few moments and reflect on to the things that have been going around for sometime. I need to have an unambiguous point of direction. Instead of rushing things out,i have to take things one at a time, this time 'slowly but surely'.
"Everyone's always in such a rush, but there are myriad benefits to learning how to be still. " - YH
The time has beep 000:00 and its about time, but now i don't have to worry anymore, i might not have finished everything at a desired time but in every second spend, I have the taste of self fulfillment... and -----------------------------------[computer shut down]
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
UNUSUAL FRIDAY
(08-12-2005)
this is so unusual, i dnt have anywhere to go or just spend some time to unwind, i decided not to go with our friday sports badminton, cause i was thinking of my mom, she asked me to go home early and finish what she's requesting me to do. though ive been wanting to play coz i havent played last time, i dnt have any choice but to decline my friends invitation, and i think i mess it up. at around 5pm, my officemates are asking me to come with them for an early movie, but i hesitated not to go coz it wud be unfair with my friends.then the next thing was, i txt aphrodite, ask her for any plan that night, trying my luck to sneak an hour for mall, she replied, that 'yup she's going', so i told her, 'im coming', unfortunately at around 6pm, ive been asked to work on something here at the office. Oh well, life has to be this way at times...
this is so unusual, i dnt have anywhere to go or just spend some time to unwind, i decided not to go with our friday sports badminton, cause i was thinking of my mom, she asked me to go home early and finish what she's requesting me to do. though ive been wanting to play coz i havent played last time, i dnt have any choice but to decline my friends invitation, and i think i mess it up. at around 5pm, my officemates are asking me to come with them for an early movie, but i hesitated not to go coz it wud be unfair with my friends.then the next thing was, i txt aphrodite, ask her for any plan that night, trying my luck to sneak an hour for mall, she replied, that 'yup she's going', so i told her, 'im coming', unfortunately at around 6pm, ive been asked to work on something here at the office. Oh well, life has to be this way at times...
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
